Man I am so tired! I had such a fun day yesterday tho, Most of it I spent with this guy Im kinda dating his name is Johnathin...he is really cute, nice, and funny <3 We mostly just watched tv and talked alot. We even held hands lol <--dork but anyways after awhile I went to the movies with a friend and saw the movie Stay Alive, the graphics were really good but the ending was SO predictable...it reminded me of the ring but not in a good way more in like "I cant think of a better ending so lets use one thats already been used before!" way. Well anyways I am so tired I dont think I got home until midnight because the theater we went to is the AMC grand and its far away from where I live but its one of the nicest theaters around. Well I got to get ready for school now and I even have Speech class tonight...ugh so am not looking forward to that.

From now on all new entries in my lj will be friends only, so if you want to see them and you are not already on my friends list then all you have to do is comment and maybe I will add you as a friend.

I had a pretty good day except that I am getting really fed up with people these days. People who lurk in the shadows and read my entries so that they can feed information to people, who if they really want the information should just go & read it themselves or just ask me. I have played with the idea of making my lj Friends only which means that if your name isn't own my list you wont see any of my entries. I really don't want to do this because not everyone I know has the time to make an lj, and get a username and I always like to make new friends and it would be really difficult to do that if I made it friends only. But I have seriously been thinking about it lately, I already have a graphic picked out if I ever do choose to make it friends only (and its wicked cool). But anyways besides getting some news today that upset me Im ok, I will be. :-) I have Chris coming over to watch a movie (the one I rented, Nightmare)in like ten minutes and then after he leaves I'll proboly go to bed or get on the phone for awhile.

I wasn't feeling too good this morning so I got to stay home & I slept till 12pm! At about 2pm I went up to the skool to pick up Ashley and the we went to CiCi's pizza and hung out until her stepdad had to come and get her. Other than that I haven't really been doing too much today. I haven't finished my movie yet either, Im gonna go do that soon! But anyways I really haven't been feeling too good today or lately for that matter and my computer is being unusually slow for some unknown reason its really bothering me!

I just got back from blockbuster, turned in the movie I had from Friday, One Missed Call and I rented another Asian horror movie (I think its a Korean one) called Nightmare. I hope this one is as good as the other one, so Im about to go and watch it to find out. ^_^

Today was spent mostly with my new bf Chris, we went to the Ft. Worth Zoo and that was really fun getting to see all the animals, my favorite thing was seeing these birds in this huge thing you walk in and they can land on your arms and like you pay a dollar to get this stick with food on it, I did that and it was so cool like 20 birds were all over me trying to get the dang food lol that was so cool. Also seeing the lion cubs were fun too, they were so adorable chasing after each other, one fell backwards into this mini waterfall thing lol I bet that water is freezing cold! So anyways yeah I had fun there haven't been to the zoo since I was a kid. After the zoo we went to a restruant called Chedders for dinner and it was really good I had a sandwhich called Monte Cristo (if you never had it you should try it, its like ham, turkey, white and yellow cheese, deep fried/baked whatever bread and powdered sugar on top and rasberry perserves you can dip it in!)Now I am at home, drinking Vitamin water (Strawberry Kiwi flavor)and its freezing cold at my house!

*sighs* even though this day was really good I still can't help getting this uneasy feeling like something bad is gonna happen but how is that possible when it already happened? Cause I've been through alot in the past month and I cant help but really wonder, is it over? All the sleepless nights, all the pain, all the tears I've cried, all the $#!t that I've been through, aren't things gonna get better? They are starting to right? I suppose they are, but I just don't know. Just when I think everything is good I remember something, something that happened along time ago, a sentence once spoken but it doesn't mean anything anymore and when I remember that, its like everything falls apart again.

*sniffles* I'm starting to depress myself! lol I shouldn't do that. *sighs* I have skool tommrow...and its a Monday, Monday's are always so slow...!

Last night was really fun my friend Sarah-chan spent the night and we rented Takashi Miike's One missed call at Blockbuster and I thought it was a really good movie (if you are a fan of Japanese horror movies you should check it out) The plot of "One Missed Call" begins in the expected fashion, as a young woman receives a mysterious phone call which foretells her death. The less than stunning twist is that the call she receives in fact comes from her own mobile and is dated three days into the future. Although she ignores the call itself, the ghost handily leaves a message on her answering machine -- the message is her screaming and uttering a few cryptic words. Of course, the woman and her friends, including nominal heroine Yumi (Kou Shibasaki) laugh it off before, unsurprisingly, the prophetic message is fulfilled, and she meets a gruesome, inexplicable fate. One by one, the group of friends receives similar messages and die, apparently never thinking to simply ignore the calls or not listen to the messages. After she too receives a call from the ghost, it is left to Yumi to investigate and solve the sinister mystery, aided by a (hot)stranger who seems to have a link to the deaths.
The ending was kinda confussing though but I liked it anyways so I made some icons of the movie!
( Ring ring ring... )
But anyways Im like really tired we stayed up till like 3am! Today is gonna be fun also b/c in a little while Chris is gonna pick me up & we are gonna go see Narnia at this huge theater in the city and eat at one of my favorite resturants (Ghengis grill, Its a noodle restruant!)

I love this song, surprisingly I actually like alot of her songs It's just her I dont really like, I'm not sure why really just that I remember when her first music video came on I thought "oh heres another pre-teen pop princess" but I really do like her lyrics, I relate to alot of them. But anyways skool today was canceled so I've been home all day. I had a doctors appointment yesterday but it was canceled due to the weather, everything was getting closed/canceled yesterday and today I wonder if I will have college class tonight or not? Aw well I shall find out later.
I kinda hope that I do so I can show off my new eyeshadow lol its this loose powder eyeshadow by Milani and its called "firefly" its really beautiful, its like this gold shade and it shows up really well, I really hate it when you buy makeup and it looks good when it wrapped up but then you use it and it looks like crap and doesn't show up well. I dont know how many times this has happened to me when I had the urge to buy colored eyeliners! Never buy NYC eyeliner because it is really crappy also I hate Covergirl liquid eyeliners any other liquid eyeliner is good but this stuff flakes into your eyes and it hurts really badly. Not fun. I also can't stand blush that is too bright and blush that doesn't show up at all, also waterproof mascarras of any brand I hate because they will flake off into your eyes and if they dont do that then when you go to wash your face it will take hours to get it all off!!
I just got this mascarra that I really love by M.A.C. its called Zoom Black and its amazing it really makes my lashes look longer and it seperates them really good too.
*sighs* I am so mad at the weather I mean it didn't snow at all! Just iced the roads and made driving a suck fest! Speaking of suck fests thats what my life has been lately just because of all the stupid people I know and wish I didnt know. I've been through so much crap lately and it's been really hard for me, I have alot to deal with and I just hope it goes away soon. Like I wish that I could just stop thing about these things that bother me y'know? Besides Paris Hilton perfume, expensive makeup (M.A.C., Urban decay, Lancome, Clinique, Hard candy, etc.) and gift cards (books, clothes, etc.) ^_^ what I really want for Christmas is to just be able to forget all these problems and memories I have that just wont leave me alone. Thats just what I really need and you can't buy that with any money.

I found my cell phone at about 5:00pm so thats good, I was really worried! But anyways not much is going on right now, Im freezing though! I've been playing around on LJ looking up icons, and new people, that kind of stuff. I found a really good community that I like too, (image link is bellow) and I took a few quizzes, but anyways I can't believe how cold it is though!! Brrr!!




January,
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at
people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to
criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart,
neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep
thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved.
Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but
prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties
expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has
great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very
Stubborn and money cautious.


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Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Friday I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In September I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In June I put gum in teribeary's hair (-12 points). Last Thursday I bought porn for merkip (10 points). In October I gave equivalency a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-651 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich! Sincerely, Kittyrottenrose

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I am really tired for some reason, anyways I was supposed to go in for a check up and it got rescheduled due to the crappy weather so I'll go in at 1:30 on Friday instead of today. I got out of skool today, early at about 1:00pm and luckly for me my sister isnt home ( I cant stand her she hogs the internet)
I was having a good day until I found out that I had no idea where I last saw my cell phone (my parents took it from me last night) and they said that they gave it back only they never did and now its missing and I've been looking all over the house for it, but I still haven't found it. :-(
Anyways there are now pictures and icons floating around the net from the 3rd Xmen movie set to come out sometime this summer. Shes so pretty! Im excited about this movie, even though it is gonna be a very long time until it comes out into theaters, Kitty Pryde is gonna be in it and so is Remy and a bunch of others! SQUEE!

I got the new Teen People mag today and saw that my favorite model was in it, Cintia Dicker!! I was super happy about that but anyways I didn't feel so good today, just too much going on. I can't wait until the weekend though, its so cold outside, there is even talk about the roads being iced over and skool being canceled tommrow 0_o thats cool but I doubt it would actually happen. As far as I know I am ungrounded tommrow from the net so my entries can be longer now seeing as now I'd have time to write more! But anyways I did have time to make a quick Cintia!Ginny icon with lyrics from Flyleafs-Im so sick

I had so much fun this weekend, on friday night I went to Sarah-chan's house and just hung out. Then on Saturday morning we went with her family to the Dallas Christmas parade and that was alot of fun because I had never been to a real parade before just one of those crappy ones they have in my town on homecoming days. I saw a huge Hello Kitty go floating by and it was so adorable! lol Also I got a call from a friend of mine that I havent talked to in like 3 years! Autumn-chan!! I was excitted to talk to her again (because I didnt have her number and way back in Junior High we were really close) Sometime after Christmas me, Sarah-chan, Leo and someone else are going to go on a road trip to Odessa to see her!! That is gonna be so awesome!

But anyways on Saturday we also went to a craft show and I got this really beautiful necklace, its a leather cord and it has three really beautiful white quartz crystals on it! I love crystals and anything that catches my eye. Also I got a grab bag of stones, all quartz but they are very beautiful and great sizes, I had also bought an ordement it was different shades of blue and small but not too small, but it broke. :-( I wish ordements didn't brake so easily.

Wow I just found this its like all the costumes from the HP GOF movie, this is very helpful when you want to try and draw the HP characters but havent a clue what their clothes look like--> http://photobucket.com/albums/v425/diinja/GoF/

Here are some icons I like, thought I'd share, didn't make these though.

I had a pretty easy day at skool, I have homework though I have to type up some 500 word paper due on Monday on some stupid castle, its for English class. That is such a crappy assignment to give over the weekend! I mean seriously he wants 500 words! But anyways Ashley came over and we hung out I wanna go to six flags with her tommrow and its actually ok with my mum but her's isn't in a good mood so who knows about that one. But anyways I cant believe how freaking cold it is in my house and outside!

Im at skool right now, my health science teacher actually let me go to the libary! But anyways I am really hungry and today has just been really uneventful, I just realized that today is a Thursday and I have that boring psych class tonight, ugh but even worse than that is that after this class period I have Mr.Gomez for English! He is so boring he just goes on and on and on about sentence structure or something just as boring. I mean like seriously that class is a total yawn fest waste of time.
Im hungry maybe I'll get some chips and sneak them into class. Anyways I will try too write more later if I can but I gotta go the stupid bell is gonna ring soon.

I feel much better now :-) But I am really cold though!! Its freezing at my house!! Also I made another Cinita Dicker as Ginny icon!

I got to stay home from skool today! (No I actually didnt skip, my mum let me!) But anyways I feel awful though so Im not having fun. However I did go to this website that I often go to out of boredom called facade.com and you can like have your frtune told in many ways, horoscopes, tarot cards, I-ching, etc. I did the I-ching and its crazy how acurate this thing was. I asked it if I was better off without someone and here is what it said:

The future is embodied in Hexagram 63 - Chi Chi (After Completion): We see progress and success in small matters. There will be advantage in being firm and correct. There has been good fortune in the beginning, but there may be disorder in the end.

*sigh* I know its not good to dwell on things, but I really do feel awful like there is nothing in the world I can do to make anything better. Im glad I got my friends though I dont know what I'd do without them. :-)

I did something really stupid the other day. I just feel awful in so many ways, I can't go in to detail anymore than that though...but yeah...I feel like such an idiot. I need a hug!! lol

I am so mad right now, I had a really good day though but my stupid mother had to ruin it by blabbing things that I had told her to keep to herself, to my dad and they kept yelling at me and now Im grounded until Dec.7 I really do hate this it just isn't right thats too long and they even told me before that I was ungrounded this week!! They lied to me and it just isn't cool. My own parents lied to me. I dont know why, but I trusted my mum and what did she do? She went right around and did that!! I hate being here so much and what am I going to tell Chris I'll look like an idiot, "oh my mum grounded me b/c she said she can." um yeah thats so messed up!

My head hurts like really bad and today has just been awful, so boring and my mum wont let me do anything I hate it. So far any connversation at all that I have had with her went like this:

Me: Mum can I go to--
Her: NO
Me: You didnt let me finish! Can I see a movie with Kelci?
Her: No Im not giving you anymore money
me: I dont need it, I will use my card
Her: No you need gas in your car
me: Then I'll get gas in my car first
her: NO you need to do your home work
me: But mum--
her: I SAID NO you !#$@%^&*!

Ugh I hate my life! I am so bored and the only reason at all that I am on the computer is because I'm "doing my homework" and to top that off Im hungry! :-( I wanna go do something besides talking on the phone!! I've been calling just about everyone and everyone is busy! Well I would be busy if my mum was normal. She is on this "your grounded b/c I said so" kick. I hate it.

I had a pretty fun day today, I even saw some friends of mine that I haven't seen awhile and yet I still feel a little upset. I dont understand it I just feel like really weird lol I dont know how to explain how I feel really.